i live like a hermit in my own head.

i like the silence that independence gives me. and the self-assurance i get.

but at the same time, i wonder what would it be like now. now that i'm the way that i am. i'm a tightly shut door. that kinda scares people away i suppose. and its going to take a mighty tug to get it open. hmms.

apparently i sleep talk in japanese nowadays. snorts.